"When I was a kid in church, there was this one time where I drank some of the holy water... My mom saw. She smacked the shit out of me. It tasted like nothing."

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"I'm so sick of living in the now."

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"I don't really like being in high places, or on ledges or balconies anymore. I feel like throwing myself off. I know that's like, an intrusive thought thing, but I think I feel things like that more often and stronger than other people do. I spent a lot of time on a balcony on my last job. I hated it. I hated that fucking job, I hated my fucking boss, I hated everything. I still do. I wish I had jumped off when I had the chance."

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"My dad made me understand the power of a bullet with a piece of wood, when I was about... ten years old. I accidentally pointed a BB gun at him or something so he got this piece of two-by-four or something, I can't remember what kind, but it was harder than human bone, and he shot it with a rifle. Destroyed it."

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"Hi, I'm uh... I'm calling just to tell you that I'm sorry. I know you won't believe me, but I regret it. I regret everything I said. I'm going through a lot lately. I can't think straight. I don't know how to handle emotions. Fuck you. I'm sorry."

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"Being recorded makes me uncomfortable. You make me uncomfortable."

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"I just want to sleep forever."