I loved you so much that it hurt my head.


You'd scratch my skin off
and stitch it all back together
and rip it away
and open it up
and hold it


I can see my insides and I ask you
/ can't you see it too /
and you just say
/ no /
but oh,
I'm so stained - from head to toe
in nothing but tar
and i can see it leaking out of my organs
but your hands go right through it
and mine do too



My heart was so heavy that it pulled me down
it pulled me down
it pulled me down
it pulled me down
it pulled me down
it pulled me down
it pulled me down


it hit the bottom,
turned me inside out,
emptied my head,
and i fell fast asleep


I loved you so much that it hurt my head,
and I was never the same.